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PotChimp said:
It took a lifetime of trials and tribulations to learn that the old saying "Someday you're going to look back at this and laugh" is meant to be inspirational and give hope in hard times; those incidents are never looked back at with anything but heartache it seems. But I am bound and determined no matter what the cost to someday look back at this all as a stronger chimp for having gone through it and from a higher place in my own heart from having overcome it. Be strong Buckshot. :Namaste:
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Thanks PC... I read that at just the right time.
 
Only through humility do I see everything for what it truly is; my own preconceived notions and perception altering moods fade away and everything is seen through my eyes as it should be seen. I am teachable only in humility. In the hard times I need to reflect on that humility to keep me from looking back later and regretting how I faced those trials in life.

Sorry I meant to say ooh, ooh, ooh, AHH, AHH, AHH!!!!! ;)
 
Just taking a peek. Nice buddage. Pretty ass little bugs them leaf hoppers. So many colors like a dragonfly. I seen someone asking about another colorfull bug,,,,, them jumping spiders. More colors and variations than a rainbow. Keepem Green
 
Lovely BlueBerry Brotha :bravo:
 
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Buckshot said:
thanks for stopping in folks

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Wow looky that you must be the dude that jumped the fence the other day and made it all the way to the wight howse grow room! :) I like how you got to the door they said you didn't make it past then disguised yourself as the needs of the common people and the working class it's like you were invisible to everyone in the building very clever move! :thumb:
 
Buds !
need I say more?
 
Folks


Some of you have been following "Dismissed"... A key character who has not yet appeared in the story has passed away. At first and even now I am mad... fucking pissed is more like it. There are many levels of why I am mad. I am sad for his children. I am typing to process and part of that is to tell you this...

Had I continued down the road I shared with B, I would be with him now. I don't even want to tell more of the story now, we were heavily influenced by the likes of Hunter S. Thopmson, fuck we did Fear and Loathing world wide. I do not want to influence or inspire anyone down that road. I was lucky to find an off ramp. B never did, he lost everything on the road and crashed.

I am mad at you B but I want you to be whole again and at peace

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I just read that and cried for the first time, dang B
 
Catman12 said:
My heart goes out to you right now and to B's family Buckshot. I have followed some of "Dismissed" and understand where you're coming from. Some of us did find an off ramp from a Thompson-esque lifestyle and have to grieve those caught up in the hellish end of that lifestyle. Glad you posted Buckshot - hang tight

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Thanks C ...
 
:rip: Rest In Peace B and know you'll be missed.
 
You can give yourself a lot of credit for having the strength to stay the course, Buckshot. I couldn't do it with the friends I had that went down that particular road. I just couldn't stand what they had become and the social problems it created anymore. A few of them died along the way, but I wasn't about to watch the slow suicides or be the guy in the picture who was unfortunate enough to have his guano together and get it all dumped on him. I imagine how hard it must be to hold out to the end and the end winds up bad like that. I'm hoping nobody (you or B's loved ones) is feeling like it's their failure because it's not. Be strong for your family and take care.

P.S.: Pet Cozmo for me, but don't scratch his butt he'll like it and won't leave you alone..... :)
 
I'm sorry to hear about your friend Buckshot :rip: :Namaste:

I too was lucky enough to find that off ramp. My friends and I made many road trips inspired by Mr Thomson. :winkyface:
None of my friends from those days died, that I know of, but there are a few in correctional institutions.

Hang in there buddy. I'm glad you found your off ramp, and I'm sure your family is even more so!
 
PotChimp said:
You can give yourself a lot of credit for having the strength to stay the course, Buckshot. I couldn't do it with the friends I had that went down that particular road. I just couldn't stand what they had become and the social problems it created anymore. A few of them died along the way, but I wasn't about to watch the slow suicides or be the guy in the picture who was unfortunate enough to have his guano together and get it all dumped on him. I imagine how hard it must be to hold out to the end and the end winds up bad like that. I'm hoping nobody (you or B's loved ones) is feeling like it's their failure because it's not. Be strong for your family and take care.

P.S.: Pet Cozmo for me, but don't scratch his butt he'll like it and won't leave you alone..... :)
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He loved it :cheesygrinsmiley: (Cozmo)
 
:laughtwo: Now that's some true butt scratching. Let me find out you're kissing butt...
 
Buck sorry to hear about your loss of a friend. It never gets easy. :Namaste:
 
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