I just played catch-up a little bit, reading through this thread. Not all of it - I started at the beginning of page two (post #41) and read through the current post (end of page three). Some semi-random thoughts:
Ah. Well, it's
smelling it that sends me off, lol.
I'm actually trying to give up black pepper altogether, because between my genes and my local environment, cancer is... Well, if cancer was a weather event instead of a health one, NOAA would have skipped "Cancer Watch" and gone straight to "Cancer Warning."
Have you folks tried red pepper instead of black? If I remember correctly, it comes from a completely different plant and, therefore, should not have safrole or any other known carcinogens in it.
I suppose... At the end of the day, if something works for you, it matters not whether it is a placebo or "actually" beneficial. And since anxiety is a mental thing... Throughout history there have been documented cases where non-medical (literally - in some cases, they were external objects - such as a certain color rock or a crystal) things have successfully helped with mental issues, because the subject's mind
thought/felt that it must be fine now.
To those of you who have experienced anxiety after smoking cannabis: Are you quite sure that it was not harvested early? By that, I mean did the number of days from the day that you switched to 12 hours of darkness to the day when the stretching phase of flowering stopped equal 40% of the flowering period, with the remainder of days that the plant was flowered equal the other 60%? Harvesting early can screw with the cannibinoid profile/ratios.
To the person who mentioned that their wife reported an early cannabis experience caused a lifetime of anxiety attacks: Does your wife have schizophrenia and/or bipolar disorder? I have seen lasting effects a few times when such people tried cannabis (and once, in a person who was genetically inclined to schizophrenia, it seems to have been the initial trigger). Oddly enough (or perhaps not?) some strains have actually seemed to help them. Of course, hunting down the "right" strain(/phenotype) when you are in that situation is, well, a nightmare in and of itself.
To the person from Michigan: Are you sure that you are growing your cannabis as cheaply as possible, lol? It has been many years, but once upon a time I grew with a 70-watt HPS (initially, in a very large aluminum trash can
- but that wasn't the best for yield). I harvested between 2 and 2½ ounces. Knowing what I have learned since then, I
assume that I could do at least a little better (depending on the strain I chose, obviously). Does the cost for your electricity vary depending on the time of day/week? I do not have that, but a friend who lives elsewhere does and he told me that he noticed a difference in his bill after setting things up so that his lights were on "over night." Not to mention (but I will) that he slashed his cooling-related expense by running his lights during the coolest part of the day (night). Which might not even be an issue with a very small HPS (most likely, less of an issue than if you used enough CFLs to produce a comparable amount of illumination :rolleyes3 ). Also... I realize that many people simply cannot grow outside, for various reasons. But might you be able to cut some of your vegetative growth costs? One can grow a cannabis plant... as a
houseplant. You won't see explosive growth - however, in many cases, ambient lighting alone can prohibit flowering, and in others it only requires a very small amount of efficient lighting to accomplish this. In the past, I managed several mother plants in this fashion. I still vegetated my clones (
after the cuttings grew roots) in this manner. And how much are you paying for your nutrients? I don't recommend it in general any more, because the company has been purchased by the Scotts Miracle Gro monster - but General Hydroponics' MaxiGro and MaxiBloom dry nutrients are practically dirt cheap (as in, 2.2 pounds for about $10.30). And many have grown all the way through with only the MaxiBloom.
That's all the rambling I seem to have in me at this time....