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it’s, no dream... Free at last ... Free as a bird ��.
Free at last.free at last ...free at last
time to make it last forever.
Sweet sue.. I am strong now. Homeostasis eludes me one way or another. And that is ok too. It means if i take a gulp of simply grapefruit juice. I feel it in my brain before it hit bottom of stomach. I,can actually feel sugar run up,,and run down. Never felt,that. Reduced edibles ..to zero, for,awhile. Too m[uch good thing. Sleep cycle afu. Day cycle afu. I,get 2 @ of 12 hours...omg, you get so,much stuff done
emotions calm, unless triggered...then it can be cry time or shout time.. Depends on trigger. Summer harvest completed, sun powered, ...last girl curing. Trying last sun with autos! They are growing..
Evolving done,inside of me , has changed eating habits,for,the better, and every aspect of daily,life. .ready to shit off cable tv. Can’t watch it. So,stupid..to,me,now. Fired all,doctors prescribing isolate compound medicine. I don’t like any of it. “i’m very allergic to most medicines” then you can get away from white,suits.. Lol. 1 ‘doctor’ was doing his freaking research on me. He’s,gone. I,told,him how i,changed my life. He said nothing, made no,note. I’m never going back.
Lastly, with coconut oil being edibles. Coconut oil is high in saturated fat. And it’s also,has,high, ratio,of,good,to,bad. And it’s just has a lot,of molecules per serving.,so,it’s,active. It’s slippery,too. Sticks,around,for,awhile.i,spilled,some,outside. It,will,be there for long,time.
Ahhh.... There you are.
I've been having my own challenges with edibles Mark.
I started taking popcorn trim from blooming girls and adding it to my omelette after sautéing with some olive oil and garlic and it's been a marvelous week of wellbeing like I've never experienced before. No overwhelming euphoria, but I do get that racy feeling of the system maybe running too fast. Know what I mean? I learned not to supplement with anything else until much later in the day, they're that potent. Always something new to learn to adapt to.
I hear you on the white coats. I realize we have to build a bridge to the medical establishment, but at the moment I see them doing a shitload of harm to many people I care deeply about, and that can't stay. I'll find a way to feel better about them. They took oaths though, so I hold them to a higher standard than they've been demonstrating. I only see my PC once a year, and I can't make myself go this year. I'll hear from my insurance company about that anytime now. I'm missing that yearly this month. LOL!
I think of coconut oil like I do butter and eggs. They keep telling us to be careful with these whole foods, but they come with components that temper any negative side effects you might expect with isolate components. I eat two eggs a day, almost every day. Been doing that all of my adult life. If they were so dangerous to my cholesterol levels you'd think something would have shown up by now, wouldn't you?
The ECS is a gloriously dynamic creative force for healing. It's very adaptable and driven by your thoughts and the feelings those thoughts engender. It sounds to me like you've found yourself again. Now you get the adventure of redefining yourself clean of all the crap they had you taking.
I cut my cable two years ago and gave away the TV and DVD player last year. I no longer desired to have all that trash spewing into the loving sanctuary of my home. It's the best thing ever, not having that black screen bringing discord into my peacefulness. I'm glad to hear you're considering it. Changed my life for the better. Over 80% of what they broadcast is negativity. We run best on joy. Too much discord for me to tolerate anymore.
Had a good laugh about that coconut oil. I have to wash utensils and equipment twice when I use coconut oil, it's that hard to get off.
even here it’s a bit sad not to have el sol for 12/14 hours a day.. got to be a south window/second story/environmental controlled///for winter autos..
