good job... i love the weed that scares you thats my favorite.
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good job... i love the weed that scares you thats my favorite.
Hi Brad,been following your journal.Great stuff.
I swear the buds that look a bit grassy remind me of some stuff I only had one time.(I say grassy for lack of a better word.No disrespect intended,they look awesome.)
A guy I met(He was a prince from Nigeria)at a local college brought some bud back from Nigeria that he had sewn into clothing.Been awhile since then,I can't remember what he called it.It was brown but looked like the bud you have.
Personally I thought it resembled dirt weed but wow,I was pleasantly surprised.
Stuff hit me so hard I could barely speak.
Never had anything that potent since to date.
Anyway,they sure look the same aside from color.
Great grow journal,keep up the good work man.
Recently I have become quite close to some really experienced growers out in the sticks and I am learning what different strains mean to me and what works best for me in treating my condition - depression.
I have suffered depression from the age 12 and it has been a real battle ever since. I don't smoke cannabis for fun - it is literally my medication. I have gone through all kinds of treatment and I have gone through a lot of conventional meds with no satisfactory results. I remember lying in my bed when I was twelve - praying that I wouldn't wake up in the morning because of this overwhelming emotional pain inside of me. This emotion did not subside as so many assured it would and if anything continued to amplify until I was sixteen at which time I sought treatment.
To cut a long story short and focus on the point - I always wondered why I felt so 'normal' when I toked a splif while others appeared to get blasted. I don't mean I didn't get high at all but while my friends that were not depressed would be bursting out in fits of laughter and doing some arb shit I would just be smiling calmly and acting way more responsible than normal. I would smoke and go on to do all my homework (art always first!) and do all my chores while my mates could not smoke and go about their business in the same manner (or not all my mates some are like me too) these guys and gals would leave off smoking for the weekend or write off their schedule if they got stoned. I have written off jobs due to lack of weed! So everyone is different and it should be an option for those it works for.
I found myself finally when I told my quack that I would rather use cannabis and cease all other medications. This was a little over 3 years ago and I wont' dredge up the absolute HELL I went through up to that point with the mind numbing, debilitating drugs the doctors had me on and institutions I passed through in the interim. I am very satisfied with my life as it stands now and I have accomplished more than I ever dreamed I could in these last 3 years. This does not mean that I no longer experience depression and everything is roses but I find it manageable now which is a vast improvement.
Cannabis is all the meds I need. I have been lucky enough to become friends with a grower out of town who has many strains and is in contact with someone who has access to international seeds and gives him clones to grow and breed with. He is giving me a swazi male to cross with my indica as I believe that it will be the best match for the plant - but I am a novice at breeding and this is more of an experiment at this stage. He has found it difficult to cross the Malawi strains with any pure indicas as well as skunk and AK48. He is about to try malawi X white widow but to date all of his crosses have been with swazi genes. He gave me a massive head from his own cross and it was a very good night strain and induces and pleasant state of relaxation - a nice change from the racey,edge-of-the-seat pure sativas of the land some of which are unreasonable powerful and not best suited for medicinal use. I am not sure why but sativa can create a thundering waterfall within while I sometimes like to be a still pool.
Just thought I would throw this in for informative value:
There is this stuff you get which is cured insanely! They feed it to mice, hamsters or even goats, weed that is, purely for a week or two and then start collecting the droppings. Word! Then they cure the shit and smoke/sell it! and it is hardcore! Totally different, unique high! Amazing!
Just thought I would throw this in for informative value:
There is this stuff you get which is cured insanely! They feed it to mice, hamsters or even goats, weed that is, purely for a week or two and then start collecting the droppings. Word! Then they cure the shit and smoke/sell it! and it is hardcore! Totally different, unique high! Amazing!
Just thought I would throw this in for informative value:
There is this stuff you get which is cured insanely! They feed it to mice, hamsters or even goats, weed that is, purely for a week or two and then start collecting the droppings. Word! Then they cure the shit and smoke/sell it! and it is hardcore! Totally different, unique high! Amazing!
Can't agree with you more. I've had depression my whole life as well. Always did wonder why everyone around me got tore back and I was ready for another spliff. I didn't start thinking about it as medicine till a couple years back.
Even with a sick dying father I was hesitant about it being used for medicine. Great propaganda machine brain washed me as well. But once I looked inside and noticed this was the best med's I have tried so far for my PTSD/Depression and host of other problems. I am currently on one head med, but I doubt I could do it without it. The herb takes away from the side effects, and keeps me pretty relaxed. Also keeps the shotgun barrel out of my mouth, cant say that for high doses of anti-depressants.
I have problems with anger, and being around large groups of people. But if I smoke the right herbs, I'm free to mingle as I please. All my buddies from Iraq are drunks, and it's tearing them up. Id rather think I was defendant on Marijuana then Alcohol anyday. Fact of the matter I can go without herb and not freak out. I'm not enjoying life nearly as much, but I can function. I've had to clear my head on a few occasions and stop smoking for a bit.
Once I looked at it like meds things changed, mostly the paranoia is gone, I'm odd and if I feel justified I will do what I think is right. I see no damn problem with marijuana as meds, nor recreationally. Plus no one ever talks of the relaxing qualities of growing your own. I hate spending all this money on med grade herb. When I know it's grown for a quarter of the price its sold at. I'd love to just grow and give it away. I currently grow for myself, and as you could guess my dying father. Perhaps one day I will move back to a more friendly state.
Thanks for sharing, and you have some beautiful plants. Love reading your highs, fun when someone can think about what's going on without being to tore up to keep it seriously.
Lmao,gotta admit,first thought was Labrador!
Somethings in life are better left alone, hahahaha .
lol labrador
I wonder........is this where the term "shit weed" originated?
Just thought I would throw this in for informative value:
There is this stuff you get which is cured insanely! They feed it to mice, hamsters or even goats, weed that is, purely for a week or two and then start collecting the droppings. Word! Then they cure the shit and smoke/sell it! and it is hardcore! Totally different, unique high! Amazing!
Some tribes collect coffee beans that monkey's have eaten-digested. It's sold for $700lb.
Crazy I have to try and look this up, wondering what the digestion of a goat does to cannabis.
Some tribes collect coffee beans that monkey's have eaten-digested. It's sold for $700lb.