Thanks for sharing this man! Seriously what a story. I am so glad you found cannabis and that it works for you. I've always used recreationally, without getting too into it, I was an alcoholic and abused pills and coke. I quit everything including marijuana about 6 years ago and then got ulcerative colitis a year ago. I tried everything and they were trying to throw some serious narcotics at me but I was scared of relapse, I was 4/5 years clean at this point. I was desperate and had already lost serious weight. I tried Nabilone (synthetic THC) which led me to cannabis and edibles. It's literally saved my life. I still consider myself sober as I see the weed as medicine just like you folks. I agree with you about our societies conditioning which played into my worries about relapse, etc. I'm going on almost 6 years clean and can really see how marijuana could be used to treat addiction but there would have to be a lot of therapy to accompany, as I have to be very mindful of my use and cross addiction. Anyways I can go on for days...sorry to get off topic Ase! Have a great day y'all.