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So I'm going to come clean on a few things. Over the last few years my dedication to grow or even just do around the house stuff dwindled to no energy at all.
Then the now ex and I were on shaky ground at best.
I basically snapped one day. I was in serious trouble. I'm 5"7 and my weight had dropped to 124 pounds and I didn't eat anything hardly at all. I didn't care about anything including my growing and it showed. I finally got all the medical attention that I needed.
It has taken me a long time to get back to where I was before and I'm still not there yet. I'm a ton better but not 100%.
My growing tells a big tale on where I am. I haven't been going into the grow rooms daily and the plants haven't gotten the attention they deserve.
My last grow produced a whopping 1/2 pound from 8 plants in a 12x10 room. I'm better than that. I'm better than this.
So now. I go into the rooms every day. The plants are getting all the attention they deserve. I also have 2 plants outside growing in soil which I've never done.
Yes, things are looking up. Also I'd like to add that if anyone suffers from depression feel free to shoot me a PM. Been there done that!
Then the now ex and I were on shaky ground at best.
I basically snapped one day. I was in serious trouble. I'm 5"7 and my weight had dropped to 124 pounds and I didn't eat anything hardly at all. I didn't care about anything including my growing and it showed. I finally got all the medical attention that I needed.
It has taken me a long time to get back to where I was before and I'm still not there yet. I'm a ton better but not 100%.
My growing tells a big tale on where I am. I haven't been going into the grow rooms daily and the plants haven't gotten the attention they deserve.
My last grow produced a whopping 1/2 pound from 8 plants in a 12x10 room. I'm better than that. I'm better than this.
So now. I go into the rooms every day. The plants are getting all the attention they deserve. I also have 2 plants outside growing in soil which I've never done.
Yes, things are looking up. Also I'd like to add that if anyone suffers from depression feel free to shoot me a PM. Been there done that!