Electric Shaman
Well-Known Member
You and I suffer from the same stuff. Being rode hard and put up wet many times wears on ya, gets in your bones. Sometimes you need to take yourself out of your comfort zone. I have internet people on my phone that I've never met but I concider them friends. I've got friends from high school that I never see but follow Cubs games with them. Sometimes ya just have to put yourself out there and good things happen.Yea head is struggling a bit. Had to take a step back as All I could think about was my posts and how it’s was effecting me. I was spending a lot of time caring what people think. I have no friends in life and havealways tried to have so much integrity, I never seem to make friends.
Also Paranoid tendency has me waiting a while to post pics so my journal isn’t real time. They are looking good and staring to fill my Scrog fast.
Hope all is well.
Prolly wasn’t the best idea to try and make friends here when I should be thinking about ways to meet people I can see in the real world. Just settling in that I’ll remain lonely and am not so sure sharing as much thought and feelings into an online medium is ultimately beneficial. I’m no legend and little I have to say would make little difference to me or anyone in this forum. So back to my less active online self I guess. Chores aren’t getting done, Money tight, thoughts that nothing is worth it.
Good Hash seems to help my symptoms a lot and I don’t need too much. Ive been out since my last super strong batch I posted. Was only a couple grams.
I tried using bud this round for ice hash and am not happy at all with yield for all the nice buds I used. I’ve called everyone in a 1 hr drive trying to find dry ice to try that method. I have good luck with the screen in my grinder works so well. I got same drying but idk. I mist be doing something wrong with the ice water bucket method.also kief from grinder is nothing as strong as my 73micron bag.
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