A Closet A Light & A Bucket Of Dirt

[Skullman420]

A mountain of buds that one!

 

[NaturalSpirit]

Another sleepless night. By now I know the signs.
The changes are coming in hard. Not sure if it is
heading up or heading down, but one of them is coming.

Bitter sweet to tell you the truth. I fear the lows.
I long for the highs. These unknown moments in between
cause a bit of anxiety. I have learned to live with that.

I saw one of those stupid commercials for some drug that is supposed
to make me feel better, my family love me more, and to just have the
key to life. I forget the name of it now but it sounded like a good name for a fart.
It turns my stomach that mind bending drugs are marketed as if they were Tic-Tacs.
Stupid. As. Fuck. (my opinion only. your mileage may vary).

My dealings with the mental health system in America was somewhat less.
I was never given a drug that made me feel better. Quite the opposite in fact.
The last one that I took made me feel insanely violent. I decided to go my own way after that.

The whole talk therapy idea did not work very well for me either.
I guess that I take offense when doctors say I can't feel a certain way.
I just told them that I DID feel a certain way. What gives them the right to tell me I feel wrong?
Who the fuck are they? Did you get your license from God?
I think that is why I ignored most of them. I guess in my eyes they were useless. Wasting time.
They obviously were not listening to me. I seemed secondary at that point.
I then just started talking in circles. Killing time. I have left with the doctor looking confused.
In all honesty I just used circular logic to talk around them while I went through my imaginary
Pro Baseball career stats. Sounds funny, but I did this particular one a lot.

I think some of them only care about being right. They do not listen.
They use drugs first and ask questions later. A hammer is an excellent tool,
but maybe you should find something different to clean a pane of glass.
Our society practices a type of "beat it with a hammer until it is fixed" mental health method.
One hammer fits all mental illness. They do manage to help some people,
but it is at the cost of harming others.

In the end, the only thing to do is always the same for me.
Grit my teeth, smoke a joint, and take the pain.

Well, that ended up a little more ranty than I intended.
I'll step off the soapbox of woe and self pity and let this journal continue. Lol.

Thanks for stopping by.

Cheers.

Its hard for me to write like that, but I absolutely know How you feel. Pain AND constand tired is a nasty combination.

The Chocolate mint I grown outdoors This summer really get me to the couch and chill for a moment. It Also helps me to sleep . btw I have deep sleep parasomnia so it might be totally different then What you have, but I wish you a lot of rest, No "medication" that helps the farmacy grow even more and a lot of happy moments.

 

[Ditchweed242]

Thanks NS. I was never really able to get a straight answer on an
actual diagnoses. Bi-Polar, manic-depression and a slew of others.
Just depended on which doctor I went to. Not much help looking back. Lol.

Cheers friend. Rest well.

 

[NaturalSpirit]

Thanks NS. I was never really able to get a straight answer on an
actual diagnoses. Bi-Polar, manic-depression and a slew of others.
Just depended on which doctor I went to. Not much help looking back. Lol.

Cheers friend. Rest well.

I found out after Two years of my body getting worse and worse that you are your own expert. Just feel from within What you need and stay medicated. You Will love Yourself for taking care of you

Have a great evening!

 

[Ditchweed242]

Day 42 of flower for Patti the Chocolate Mint OG. She is moving right along.
The funk smell is pretty powerful right now. Quite stunning.
Yea, she still stinks. Lol.

Sage the La S.A.G.E. Checks in on day 21 of flower. She just goes about
her business. Other than topping her once, I literally have done nothing
to this plant. Very nice.

Cheers.

 

[KingJoe83]

I like the look of seeing all the deficiencies coming out during ripping

 

[HortiShorti]

Oh my sweet jesus DW! Patti is possibly one of the most beautiful babes I have ever seen GOOD JOB

 

[NorCaliwood]

Very, very, very nice........... Beautiful job on Patti.. 18 year old lilly... Man I ain't ever been in one place for even 8 years..........
Looks fantastic here Ditch... Keepem Green

 

[Ditchweed242]

Thank you friends. Very much appreciated.

Patti the raggedy girl cruises on to day 44 of flower.
She has been packing it on a bit lately. She has a
very strong floral scent this morning. Actually very nice.

Sage the La S.A.G.E. is on flower day 23. Still just an awesome little plant.

Thanks for stopping by.

Cheers.

 

[Ditchweed242]

I just went to get a good look at the trichomes of Patti the Chocolate Mint OG.
I ended up smoking some Sugar Black Rose, listening to music and playing with
pictures for a while. Some of them are even pretty good.

Bud porn of Patti the Chocolate Mint OG.

Cheers friends.

 

[closetop]

I just went to get a good look at the trichomes of Patti the Chocolate Mint OG.
I ended up smoking some Sugar Black Rose, listening to music and playing with
pictures for a while. Some of them are even pretty good.

Bud porn of Patti the Chocolate Mint OG.

Cheers friends.

I got to get me some of this strain lol

 

[MagicJim]

Man oh man....they look mighty sticky there Ditcher. Good job!

 

[NaturalSpirit]

I just went to get a good look at the trichomes of Patti the Chocolate Mint OG.
I ended up smoking some Sugar Black Rose, listening to music and playing with
pictures for a while. Some of them are even pretty good.

Bud porn of Patti the Chocolate Mint OG.

Cheers friends.

She is gorgeous...

 

[Ditchweed242]

I got to get me some of this strain lol

Thanks closetop. If you are a fan of strong indica buzzes I would already recommend it.
The buds that I have just quick dried on the amplifier are blow you away strong. Can't
wait till it cures a couple of weeks.

Man oh man....they look mighty sticky there Ditcher. Good job!

She is one sticky girl my friend. Just goo on a stick. Lol.

She is gorgeous...

Thanks NS. I am really glad that I have 4 more seeds of this to check out.

Cheers all.

 

[dr.h00k]

NICE pics ditch!...getting close...have an estimated chop date?...cheerz...h00k...

 

[Ditchweed242]

Thanks doc. Not sure when the date will be yet. She already has
a few amber waves. This girl has been in a hurry from the start.
The breeder states about 60 days or so, I doubt I let her get near that.

Cheers.

 

[HortiShorti]

Beautiful shots as always DW!! Woo, some superb looking stuff for sure

 

[Ditchweed242]

Thanks horti!

Cheers.

 

[Big Sparks]

Wow! Beautiful pics Ditchweed. Im glad that you are enjoying the Chocolate Mint OG. I agree that she is a great relaxing yet mellow indica high. I believe she is about a 50/50 indica-sativa ratio but is also one of my newer smokes that for me is good after a long hard day of physical work, or the weekends. Always leaves me sittin with a big ole smile to the point that Mrs. Sparks usually walks into the room asking "what am i smiling at?" Lol! Good stuff! With a little cure she becomes very smoothe but still has that nice lemon/ pine funk smell and taste that i have come to enjoy and look forward to very much. Great trich shots. You always know how to show off the goods of your ladies leaving me drooling like a fool all over my laptop! I even went and bought some Sugar Black Rose seeds just based on what you did with yours a while back. Cant wait to see what you do next. No lie.
Always a pleasure Ditch,
Sparks.

 

[Ditchweed242]

Thanks Big Sparks. I truly appreciate your kind words.

I am loving the Chocolate Mint in a lot of the same ways that I love
Sugar Black Rose. Just good powerful shit kickin dope. Lol.

Speaking of Sugar Black Rose, that is coming around again. I dropped a seed yesterday of it.
Loved the plant and the smoke.

Cheers friend.