Well my 420 family,
I have survived a cancer that only 5% of patients live for any considerable length of time.
I always knew my fight wasn't over & that if go through round 15 of living hell.
My cancer is back & is very pissed at me. It's not responding to anything & I won't do chemo again.
The cancer is pirating all my glucose & stealing my liver--soc energy. I have a 101°f fever everyday, all day.
I'm keeping empty 2 liter bottles around the bed for those times I'm bed ridden (learned that trick the hard way a long time ago, lol).
I'm gonna fuss with this all for the umpteenth time, but damn sure ain't looking forward to it.
Frankly, I forgot I even had stage 4 cancer! So, I'm very lucky & an trying not to bitch/moan too much.
...I had my time.
It sucks I decided to move way out in the freakin' mountains by myself at the moment. I didn't foresee getting hit like this again.
Everything is just harder. Nobody run with that, perverts.
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I'll list how this goes as a journal of sorts for you fighters out there. I've been one of the firsts & a pioneer through lots of this, but pray that changes rapidly for all survivors out there. And, cannabis oil becomes a common, easily obtained, researched, 1st line treatment someday.
I hope you're all blessed,
CC