Well, you just let that feeling take hold and grow. I started my first grow journal here last year, intending to do nothing more than document a grow for my husband's benefit. Within months he spun off into a death spiral that took all of us on the wildest ride of my life, recorded all across this site, because they encouraged me to not keep it in. When he died they gathered me up in their virtual arms and carried me through the grieving process.
You've wandered into one of the most potent sites on the Internet. We've bonded into a family that spans the globe, with a drive to legalize and make cannabis freely available. That drive includes helping each other grow better meds in a community gardening experiment that is breathtakingly beautiful to watch, and openly sharing information to help you use those plants to heal yourself and your loved ones.
But the true value of this family of our is how we care for each other and will move heaven and earth to help each other find answers and survive, if only for one more day. We do that with a joy I have never witnessed anywhere else.
You are in very good hands here.