Christ folks!!!
Not long back I honestly thought my relevance here was fading slowly into the background. Then this comp cropped up and folks i judge as my betters in so many ways, and for many solid reasons, suddenly say such loving things about little old me!???
Why everything that has come to me or happened for me I've no clue.. Yeah my life's been a mess at times and others OK even good in some aspects before 420 came into my life!
Yet as we all seem to feel this place changes you in the most amazing ways! I came here as I was growing meds for my missus. She suffers with depression and anxiety etc. Housebound for nearly 8 yrs, docs meds messed her up!!! Years of struggling and then I said I'm putting you back on Dr MJ. This changed her life! No messing it gave her back a life!
So in short mmj already has bestowed the most life affirming of rewards to me.
Then 420 came along, since I've found my home and my family! Again no messing I was a pretty lost soul without either and I'm pretty sure wasn't going to amount to much in life! Now I truly have a passion that is the biggest thing I've ever felt (my Mrs apart)
We because of this site had our first ever night away together ever, over our then 13 yrs. In short I've now been to some shows/expos and found my only path available, anything else would be like suffocating!
Suppose what I'm saying or trying to is thanks to you all, the past & the present, so many amazing people that helped save this soul in more then one way!
Really I ain't anything bar a guy who you've made feel belong for the first time in his life. So you can all stop the kind words and take some heartfelt love back! I hope to stick around paying it back best i can until im feeding plants directly lol
Much love 420 now let's talk about plants or bud or bongs!
Not long back I honestly thought my relevance here was fading slowly into the background. Then this comp cropped up and folks i judge as my betters in so many ways, and for many solid reasons, suddenly say such loving things about little old me!???
Why everything that has come to me or happened for me I've no clue.. Yeah my life's been a mess at times and others OK even good in some aspects before 420 came into my life!
Yet as we all seem to feel this place changes you in the most amazing ways! I came here as I was growing meds for my missus. She suffers with depression and anxiety etc. Housebound for nearly 8 yrs, docs meds messed her up!!! Years of struggling and then I said I'm putting you back on Dr MJ. This changed her life! No messing it gave her back a life!
So in short mmj already has bestowed the most life affirming of rewards to me.
Then 420 came along, since I've found my home and my family! Again no messing I was a pretty lost soul without either and I'm pretty sure wasn't going to amount to much in life! Now I truly have a passion that is the biggest thing I've ever felt (my Mrs apart)
We because of this site had our first ever night away together ever, over our then 13 yrs. In short I've now been to some shows/expos and found my only path available, anything else would be like suffocating!
Suppose what I'm saying or trying to is thanks to you all, the past & the present, so many amazing people that helped save this soul in more then one way!
Really I ain't anything bar a guy who you've made feel belong for the first time in his life. So you can all stop the kind words and take some heartfelt love back! I hope to stick around paying it back best i can until im feeding plants directly lol
Much love 420 now let's talk about plants or bud or bongs!
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Light Addict, You do so much, for so many here. I remember you welcoming me here, and then going on to win POTM and POTY. After your win, and mounting accolades, nothing in your character ever changed. You remained humble, patient, thoughtful, and giving of yourself, to myself and so many that sought your attention and guidance. Your devotion to this plant, and this site, through all the members here, deserves a special recognition. I think that is why I've been moved to write this. My vote, good luck, and deepest thanks LA. 
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