thanks for your input. i do always look to my flowers, bees, birds etc no matter how shi**y i feel. i am not completely off the morphine. it was so easy to go from 180mg/day to 120, 60, 30 but to do 15 mg twice a day is tough. i'm trying to drop one 15 so i am almost there. sometimes i feel so much older than my mother and she is practically 95, ugh!!! waiting for july to go to Massachusetts to do some shopping, hehehe! my plants will not be ready for some time to make oil, or do it fresh like ? you did, maybe it was somewhere else i saw it, seemed like a good way without potential for fire or explosions : ) i am being quite the chatty cathy. time to try to sleep, the legs don't feel to restless at the moment.