Canachris

gawd I miss having a dog, my landlord doesn't allow pets... dum-ass, at least my daughter brings the grand-dog over when she has the time

Changed my avatar. that's frank my grandog

Had a bit of a meltdown yesterday, couldn't for the life of me remember how to get the monitor out of it holder or get the battery off. haven't smoked any weed in a few days soy anxiety was a little high anyway and got worse from dealing with the monitor,then the hand tremors kicked in and frustration built up and I lost it. it was either punch holes in the wall or rip off the monitor.so off it came, without any cannabis it was a rough day I paced back an forth for 5 hours until I could handle the stress.

ok this heart monitor is going to make sleeping a nightmare... but I'll be awake thru it. I'm not a good sleeper without something dangling from my chest, if I wear a shirt it helps but I can't sleep with anything but my boxers on or I get tangled up in em. so I'll be trying to sleep on the couch, I get maybe an hour or two if lucky. is it odd I post so many message on my update my status ? when I look at other people's home page it doesn't seem like any people do. it's probably cuz I'm left handed, it's not easy being a lefty. I can't rember what I did yesterday,but I can remember my third grade teacher Miss Stroop stabbing the top of my head with the sharp end of her pencil an telling me if I tried harder I could write like a normal person. no wonder I have brain issues either that or all the chemicals I endured as a stripper. who knows

the last sunny day of the week... but I have another 9 am Dr appointment. they want to wear a heart monitor for a week. I guess it's worth it if it keeps me out of the cardboard box

is it possible to add pics to profile posts ?

No I don't want push notifications and yes never ask again... but it just keeps on asking

Happy Vietnam Veterans Day ! My big brother told me, there was nothing that would have kept him from serving his country

saddened, I didn't realize how many trumpster we have on here. I assumed anyone who smoked and grew cannabis knew facts from bull... fiction

Happy Saint Paddy's day ! A day for the wearing of the green, drinkin green beer, and of course smokin lots of the green too. see ya in southie... I totally forgot it was also evacuatetion day. we're over it now so the British can come visit anytime they want

Happy Pie day!! had me a big chunk of custard pi 4 breakfast, yeah I put a big blob of cool whip on it too

Daylight savings is a real pain in the arse. between the stress of dealing my meds and figuring out the timer for the plants. ahhh " if I only had a brain "

Welp, survived the second infusion. Last night was a bit rough, but today so far has been pretty good.

Ok i survived the infusion. Had a really nice nurse that made the event bearable. The side effects were not so bad at first just a bit of nausea and anxiety. I figured once I got home I could smoke some nice indica I got (thanks son) it helped with nausea rite off, but the anxiety only goes away if I smoke an sleep. Hope the cannabis can catch up with this anxiety. Thanks for all the love, you guys rock?

Welp, I get my first imuno-surpressant infusion today. not sure what to expect. doc said it takes 6hrs to pump it into me then they have to monitor me for 3hrs Incase I have any "adverse" reactions. fingers crossed

Nothing to smoke but a few nasty roaches and some "sugar leaves". haff to call my son for some money. Sux being poor and a burden on your children

I miss getting the munchies. I'm really high an have all kinds of junk food, but no munchies

Back from the edge, my pharmacy fudged up my prescription for one of my anti-seizure meds. I had to spend 4hrs talking with DR's and pharmacy manager. Welp, long story short I did get my meds... Or else I'd be in the hospital now. but the the ordeal left me with really high anxiety that I couldn't shake. luckily my upstairs neighbor gave me a really nice bud of some indica, that got me back on track. Insurance co's are evil

Best part of the super bowl was the "dunkings" Boston rocks. ok the last 30 seconds was awesome too.

The other day it was 25 degrees out, today it's supposed to hit 60. Tuesday we're supposed to get a blizzard. I'm 66 years old an I remember when winter was winter. But I've been told climate change is all in my imagination. that's a relief