Path Of Destruction
In my life I've had a lot of regrets, and It wasn't easy pinning it down to one. Though one re gret will always follow me, and this was my biggest mistake in my life. In my destructive past my woman had always been show pieces, and never drove me to happiness just exstacey . Of course they were beautiful but never did they once balance my life or inspire me for greatness . I need a good woman in my life I'll admit it, and to me my biggest failure is being single and alone. At thirty seven going to the bars to find a woman seems next to impossible, and the odd's of finding a good woman at the bar is a million two one. Especially when It's allready happened once.
COINCIDENTLY this was my biggest regret in life. One night in my companies prime my business partner and I. Took our general mgr, and our sub contractor out to a bar called Wild Woody's. This bar was known for salty woman, dirty dancing, and shooting pool. Our G.M was about 6-11 and built like Bull from night court, and my business partner the same. They were always my bodyguards being a whore in the bar I definitely pissed off a few people in my past. At this point I felt untouchable between my red jaguar and a vengeance for lust I felt anything was in my reach. Like any night It was your typical bar pitches stories and drinking. My nick name at the point was fast Eddie, and I dressed and played the part to a tee. I met this really cool woman that night, and she was definitely attractive. At the time I was more into the flavor of the night, and also had a following of bar whores were ever I went. I wasn't hard to find for the Lady's Thursday night was the metro cafe, and Saturday was wild woodies. If you were one of my freinds your drinks were always free and that went for any of their girl friends as well.
This girl was really different, and I actually ended up dating here for a while. For me to meat a woman and not sleep with her that night was very rare. Especially getting a second date I'd hardly take the chance of not getting a piece two times in a row. At this point in my life I was very shallow and vein. This girl had something my other woman never possed. This girl was independent, and also had moralls and a great job . Not only that but her parents were very rich, and really cool people. I remember on our second date she Invited me to spend the night, and was my best second date of my life. I took her two Ruth's criss steak house, and got my traditional server by request and a bottle of Opus One. Evan early on in the evening we just clicked we ended up splitting the salmon and fillet and basically eating each others food. You could easily catch a few great moment's at any time, and I really enjoy feeding her dessert spoon by spoon. After the bottle of wine she suggested we go to her house, and safely stay in and get drunk. I was thinking hell yea I'm in, and was definitely loving it.
On the way to her house she asked me to stop at a liquor store,and I agreed. Upon arriving she jumped out and asked if I needed anything and I responded no. She already mentioned she had a bar at home. She comes out with a bottle of crown royal, and says thanks for dinner and plants me a nice kiss. How rare is this I showed her my appreciation by getting her door and returning a kiss. Arriving at her house I realized this girl had her shit together, and she lit the fire and poured me a cocktail. She aslo mentioned I could go outside If I ever needed to smoke a cigarette, and the fact she appreciated my honesty about my smoking pot. She then mentions it wouldn't offend her If I wanted to smoke a joint as well.
After hours of getting to now each other better we decided to head to the bedroom to retire. She brings me in her room and tells me to get comfortable, and she'd be right back. Kelly returns in a nice thong and topless, and walks in as comfortable as if she was fully clothed. Kelly than offers to give me a back rub, and I obviously accept. While getting a back massage she explains she's a virgin and saving herself for marriage, and also explains she's very well capable of keeping a mans attention. Needless to say I got an Amazing back rub and blow job to boot, and yes she even swallowed. I returned the favor as well, and remember how horny she'd get and tasted like honey.
From here we started dating and I'd come over and spend the night about three times a week. Every time I spent the evening it was always the same, and I took it for granite. She'd always have a great dinner prepared , and after wards it was usually a doobie and a drink in her back yard. The night were always the same a blow job and back rub, and an occasional hand job from hell. After a few months I Evan met her parents, and she met mine as well.tis it self was very rare and my parents excepted her with open arms. I took them all to Ruth's criss steak house, and we were one happy family. To be honest you couldn't find a better girl , and I was lucky to have her fall in love with me. One night for no reason what so ever I completely blew her off, and never spoke to her again. At this point I was a cold bastard and could care less if she was home alone waighting for me. and didn't blink an eye of the pain I caused her in doing so. Still today I'm not sure why I did this, and what happens next is the opitimey of how much of an asshole I really was and became.
About two years later I return to the same bar with my GM and business partner. As usual whoring around and picking up woman. Like nothing I approach this girl, and give her my best line at the time. This sweet girl looks up at me and says doobien real sternly. I kinda freaked out and mentioned how do you know me. She mentions the dinner she cooked for me, and comments on the bottle crown royal she no longer stocks in her bar. All of a sudden it dawns on me, and Immediately hear her response followed by a slap across my face, and also mentioned I was a Fucking asshole. Kelly left in tears, and I probably went home with a bar slut.
This girl could of been my wife, and my perfect compliment to me. Unfortunately I was still in my own world of seeking the ultimate Quest in pleasure, and I wasn't yet ready for happiness.
this is my ultimate regret in life, and really shows what an asshole I was, and am trying to change.
Enjoy a day in my life I'm lucky to be a live to tell the story.
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