QueenTokelove
New Member
I don't know about you but I have been feeling a lot of emotions during my first grow. From the minute I started germinating my seeds I felt much excitement. From the time, it started its life as a skinny sprout through its stages of vegetation, I have felt pride. Such pride because of the fact I am known to kill fish and plants...lol
I don't have much financially but I am doing the best I can to make this grow successful with what little I do have. My lighting has been an issue from the start. As in using the wrong kind of bulbs, not a high enough wattage, to not having enough of them period. I am using cfls, so far only putting out 8600 lumens. I still have to replace 4 more. I am hoping they will still flower even if it takes longer. I am one of those people who believes in seeing things through to the end.
I am learning from my mistakes though I do admit to moments of frustration and envy. I am happy for others growing successes yet at the same time I am hoping I will have one of my own. I do see progress in my growing just not at the rate of others who are growing the same way that I am. I know all grows are not the same. So why do I tend to feel like I am not doing enough or sometimes doing too much? Where is that happy medium at?
I sing praises about finding this site. Many have been helpful with questions that I have asked. Yet I still find myself with more questions but hesitant to ask. I do read other peoples journals/questions but sometimes I just don't find the answers I seek. Or else I am missing them somewhere. I have ordered the Grower's Bible by Cervantes, I am hoping this will answers some of the questions. I know I am not the only noob with questions so I don't want anyone spending most of their time just trying to answer my questions. But I want to thank those that did help me get on my way and got me to where I am at today.
I don't have much financially but I am doing the best I can to make this grow successful with what little I do have. My lighting has been an issue from the start. As in using the wrong kind of bulbs, not a high enough wattage, to not having enough of them period. I am using cfls, so far only putting out 8600 lumens. I still have to replace 4 more. I am hoping they will still flower even if it takes longer. I am one of those people who believes in seeing things through to the end.
I am learning from my mistakes though I do admit to moments of frustration and envy. I am happy for others growing successes yet at the same time I am hoping I will have one of my own. I do see progress in my growing just not at the rate of others who are growing the same way that I am. I know all grows are not the same. So why do I tend to feel like I am not doing enough or sometimes doing too much? Where is that happy medium at?
I sing praises about finding this site. Many have been helpful with questions that I have asked. Yet I still find myself with more questions but hesitant to ask. I do read other peoples journals/questions but sometimes I just don't find the answers I seek. Or else I am missing them somewhere. I have ordered the Grower's Bible by Cervantes, I am hoping this will answers some of the questions. I know I am not the only noob with questions so I don't want anyone spending most of their time just trying to answer my questions. But I want to thank those that did help me get on my way and got me to where I am at today.