BlueCountdown
New Member
Hi Guys, I'm a new poster though I've been reading through the forums for weeks now.
I have been diagnosed with terminal Eosophageal/Stomach cancer last year, and given five months to live, hence my username!
Blue doesn't cover it...
problems are tumour pain, and depression/ dejection (well you would be), I am prescribed an antidepressant but it's more a anti-lethargy drug, it works well at that but neither it or the soluble morphine make me feel positive and tend to put me to sleep - well I want to stay awake every hour I,ve got left...
alcohol works ok when I don't feel nausea at the taste/smell (I'm a beer man)
But I remember with fondness spliffs someone who could have been me had with a friend years ago.
I don't know what we had but it was deeply relaxing (we were in stressful jobs) and made us intellectually chatty, positive and mellow, I wonder if there are strains that fit that fit and others that calm a belly pain.?
I am imagining a coco coir pot in a grow cabinet, 6th high 3 foot wide , 2 foot deep.
To start with 2x 36watt compact flours (cold White) right on top of the seedlings.
the seedlings germinated on wet kitchen roll and transplanted into the coir.
1 seed Royal Queen Royal Dwarf/ auto/fem, 1 seed Syrup cannabis/feminised.
nutrients are a nightmare, so many types, so many additives, anyway following on from 'Baremeats' coir grow fatalities here I think Canna coir A B and PK13/14.
I would appreciate any comments, will try uploading some pictures.
Whether I will live long enough to harvest is a moot point but I'm fighting this all the way.
I have been diagnosed with terminal Eosophageal/Stomach cancer last year, and given five months to live, hence my username!
Blue doesn't cover it...
problems are tumour pain, and depression/ dejection (well you would be), I am prescribed an antidepressant but it's more a anti-lethargy drug, it works well at that but neither it or the soluble morphine make me feel positive and tend to put me to sleep - well I want to stay awake every hour I,ve got left...
alcohol works ok when I don't feel nausea at the taste/smell (I'm a beer man)
But I remember with fondness spliffs someone who could have been me had with a friend years ago.
I don't know what we had but it was deeply relaxing (we were in stressful jobs) and made us intellectually chatty, positive and mellow, I wonder if there are strains that fit that fit and others that calm a belly pain.?
I am imagining a coco coir pot in a grow cabinet, 6th high 3 foot wide , 2 foot deep.
To start with 2x 36watt compact flours (cold White) right on top of the seedlings.
the seedlings germinated on wet kitchen roll and transplanted into the coir.
1 seed Royal Queen Royal Dwarf/ auto/fem, 1 seed Syrup cannabis/feminised.
nutrients are a nightmare, so many types, so many additives, anyway following on from 'Baremeats' coir grow fatalities here I think Canna coir A B and PK13/14.
I would appreciate any comments, will try uploading some pictures.
Whether I will live long enough to harvest is a moot point but I'm fighting this all the way.
