Hello Everyone!
I am a female in my late mid/late 30's. I don't deal well with stress and have terrible anxiety. I have 3 children and have a family; both my husband and I are in school. I am pursuing my Masters and he is pursuing his B.S. I've had some horrible anxiety for years now, and it has just grown more and more exponentially.
I believe now that I have made some not so great experiences in my life, and due to them, I suffer later. I have developed a phobia of having my blood pressure taken, because I had so many problems during my pregnancies with my blood pressure; partly due to anxiety. For those that don't know, when your anxiety goes sky high, your blood pressure tends to follow.
So, my husband suggested I try getting my medical marijuana license. I eventually did, about a month or so ago, and here I am. I just got a new vape pen, and I have been using it with some sativa wax. So far, I am enjoying the effects of it. It seems to take away my anxiety to a degree, calms me down, yet makes me motivated to do stuff. I do not use it heavily, and when I do I barely take a toke.
I had a horrible experience when I was younger, recreationally... and I don't want to get "high" per say... just want my anxiety and stress to disappear as they heavily weigh me down. I used to think I had situational anxiety, however lately with my life, it has kind of turned into general anxiety.
I haven't taken my blood pressure yet... that's my next goal, along with trying edibles and indica. I still haven't tried indica, and I hear they will relieve my anxiety. I also battle depression from time to time.
Anyways it's great to finally feel like I can some sort of relief, as living with whatever I am living with is not the life that I would like to live for the remainder of my days.
I am a female in my late mid/late 30's. I don't deal well with stress and have terrible anxiety. I have 3 children and have a family; both my husband and I are in school. I am pursuing my Masters and he is pursuing his B.S. I've had some horrible anxiety for years now, and it has just grown more and more exponentially.
I believe now that I have made some not so great experiences in my life, and due to them, I suffer later. I have developed a phobia of having my blood pressure taken, because I had so many problems during my pregnancies with my blood pressure; partly due to anxiety. For those that don't know, when your anxiety goes sky high, your blood pressure tends to follow.
So, my husband suggested I try getting my medical marijuana license. I eventually did, about a month or so ago, and here I am. I just got a new vape pen, and I have been using it with some sativa wax. So far, I am enjoying the effects of it. It seems to take away my anxiety to a degree, calms me down, yet makes me motivated to do stuff. I do not use it heavily, and when I do I barely take a toke.
I had a horrible experience when I was younger, recreationally... and I don't want to get "high" per say... just want my anxiety and stress to disappear as they heavily weigh me down. I used to think I had situational anxiety, however lately with my life, it has kind of turned into general anxiety.
I haven't taken my blood pressure yet... that's my next goal, along with trying edibles and indica. I still haven't tried indica, and I hear they will relieve my anxiety. I also battle depression from time to time.
Anyways it's great to finally feel like I can some sort of relief, as living with whatever I am living with is not the life that I would like to live for the remainder of my days.
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Hapak.
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