Recently had an experience that bothered me; I would like to share it.
I grew some pot, and wanted to spread it around.
the guy that i go to unload a few buds gave me a bong hit of some marijuana that was way too strong-i guess for me. he told me that this is what people are smoking and to take my hippie pot back home and keep it for myself. now this guy had smoked my hippie pot and agreed it was nice.
so nice is not mind blowing. the pot he gave me a hit off of wrecked me. I had to leave. It felt a bit like tripping. paranoia anxiety kicked in and i was a flat on my back for the rest of the evening. freaking out. the weed was not laced, it was properly grown strain; perhaps i am not so tolerant.
but, i dont remember weed being this. strong-i could even enjoy the taste or the high. i was beyond high. and i woke up hung over, bits of paranoia,anxiety hanging about.
what bothered me was this: this kind of weed can trigger underlying psychological issues. depression, psychosis. That this is the marijuana that is being sought after and smoked.
smoking pot to me was about getting high, getting a little deep, taking it easy relaxing and contemplating a match stick. not hanging on to the chair for dear life.
now the weed i grow is good. it smells lovely and gives a good high. i know that this is an opinion but i finding it troubling that this reafer is norm.
I have had a few conversations with health experts ie my herbalist, homeopath and GP, and it is a concern for them-the pot that is now grown.
it upset me getting that fucked up from one hit.
I grew some pot, and wanted to spread it around.
the guy that i go to unload a few buds gave me a bong hit of some marijuana that was way too strong-i guess for me. he told me that this is what people are smoking and to take my hippie pot back home and keep it for myself. now this guy had smoked my hippie pot and agreed it was nice.
so nice is not mind blowing. the pot he gave me a hit off of wrecked me. I had to leave. It felt a bit like tripping. paranoia anxiety kicked in and i was a flat on my back for the rest of the evening. freaking out. the weed was not laced, it was properly grown strain; perhaps i am not so tolerant.
but, i dont remember weed being this. strong-i could even enjoy the taste or the high. i was beyond high. and i woke up hung over, bits of paranoia,anxiety hanging about.
what bothered me was this: this kind of weed can trigger underlying psychological issues. depression, psychosis. That this is the marijuana that is being sought after and smoked.
smoking pot to me was about getting high, getting a little deep, taking it easy relaxing and contemplating a match stick. not hanging on to the chair for dear life.
now the weed i grow is good. it smells lovely and gives a good high. i know that this is an opinion but i finding it troubling that this reafer is norm.
I have had a few conversations with health experts ie my herbalist, homeopath and GP, and it is a concern for them-the pot that is now grown.
it upset me getting that fucked up from one hit.