Hi im new to this forum or any forum come to that. After a torid 2 years of bad luck or just plain misfortune. Cancer/The loss of a Close family member/ job loss and many more personal issues including heavy debt/ bailffs at the door and friends and Family members turning there back on me due to extreme anxiety and depresion i turned to the drink. (heavy drinking.) I spent a long time under the Dr. I dont know if it was my state of mind that made me feel that the Drs were not taking me seriouse but i felt i was at the end of my rope so i googled self help on anxiety and i happened to come across an article about how weed coulde calm you down. had taking weed in my youth for recreation purposes and i was always under the impression if you had mental health problems then you should not take weed. Any way i bought some weed to try it out and slow down my thoughts( I was at a thousend miles an hour and i could not sleep but the Drs do not prescribe sleeping pills these days.) After buying a small amount of weed i calmed down and relaxed, (better than any pills that i was prescribed and i had the best nights sleep id had for ages. The point im trying to get across is i am now off the drink. im possitive about the future. I doubt i would be here if i had not discovered the possitive side of Marijuana, i was that far gone. I have started to grow my own weed and after losing a lot of plants due to trying to run before i could walk and alot of conflicting advice on the internet im about 4 weeks from my first grow. Marijuana has given me a new lease of life and i dont take that much, i take a small amount when things are bad and i love to have a small amount at night to relaxe me and have good nights sleep. Just thought i would share my thoughts. regards Graeme