I live in Missouri, but I need to get medical marijuana. I am anorexic and have been for years, I take zoloft, but the only thing that gives me somewhat of an appetite is smoking weed. It is too hard to purchase on the street for me and when I don't smoke, I don't eat but a few bites of my food. I do not think I can get it in my state, would I have to go to another state like California to get it or is that even an option?