Stargazer32862
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I noticed that a lot of posts on this forum are years old. Is there a setting that I can use to show just the most recent post? Ok, a little about myself. I was born in 1962 so I am totally illiterate about forums and posts and just the hybrids that have popped up over the years since 1980. Yeah, my hubby and I used to smoke before our kids started school. But when they started school in the late 1980s, we stopped to set an example so they would go to college and get good-paying jobs and the security that will keep them financially stable for the rest of their lives. Now that the crap storm that I and my EX-hubby put them through when they were growing up is over, I am now retired and my kids are shocked that I smoke weed for health purposes. They have no idea that we did that before they started kindergarten and now that I and my ex are having major health problems, I at least have turned to cannabis for relief. I can't take opiates because I have diverticulosis, which causes chronic constipation, which will cause pockets that can become infected. That happened the last time and I lost 6 inches of my large intestine. Sorry, I didn't mean to rant. I live in Indiana with my oldest since my mother died and I'm on an island of prohibition surrounded by legal states. And my daughter wonders why I drink. I am only on one medication for high blood pressure and no pain meds for a list of medical problems that I have and the people in the Indiana General Assembly won't legalize it to help others with the same problem as me. I'm seriously considering going the illegal route but if I do I could be putting my daughter and her family in danger of persecution. They know this and now I'm not allowed to drive their cars because they don't trust me not to go to Illinois where recreation is legal. The Indiana GOP doesn't give a crap about the Indiana voters and the voters LIKE IT!!! God!! If I wasn't brought up that suicide is a mortal sin I would have done it a long time ago. Thanks for letting me vent and Jam Jar red wine thanks you too. BTW, my daughter doesn't want me to drink either. I guess I will just be in pain for the rest of my life which I hope will be over soon.