This post was the beginning of a path that began August 7 2017 and one journey ended, Friday night September 15, 2017, at sundown.
What occurred and is scrolled here is a miracle,for me. I'll tell you some and see what you think.
The path before stretches to the actual,beginning. So, well,stick with a 8/7/17.
Motoco post saved my life. And I am going to be forever grateful to everyone here and there are some not here. I learned during this path , motoco was gone before I got to my point. I weep as I write this...
I was taking for back pain, at the peak of 120mg/day oxycodone, 60 mg/day msmcontin...9the least perverted of the natural medicines, available to,me. It the NIH formulary... NIH .com ....and 1250 mg/day carispidol, anti muscle cramp/with sedative.. ....old drugs 60's..they wan it gone...cause it the last of the least bad.. Valium for,a decade 30mg/day.withdrawwal cold turkey and switched to,gabapetin..that started in 2015 August 7..startling date huh?..w years.to the day?ok,the gaba replaced near death experience having Valium stopped at once. I've since learned you mostly die......by August 7, 2016 I was bedridden >22 hours a day some > 20 every day. Your are in living death. My only relief sn epidural was abjuptly cancel <24 hours away. I got,an mMj card that day. Before, Motoco post opened a path , that saved me. I spent months and weeks playing with weed. Little by little, my weakened body came alive. Still being poisoned,but the Cannabis worked through. I was driven to learn about it, Cannabis, and I did.
With the help,of all 420 site/members/staff ,it's 9am, 30 hours. Past last dose......and there shan't be another. So,now there no opioids in my diet, as there are no opiates fir the people,then. Only perverted opioids, a pre nazi war era drug designed to improve the natural medicine, and yet accomplished to pervert the supply.they lied.they were pre war nazi in 1916 Germany. Most of the pain formulary comes from.real stupid idea,bad test, and ...
Ok.thanks motoco.you saved me I'll help, others.
So you think I should write some of it down?
My back hurts ,some all,the time.. not like it did.if it hurt,I could get past first step.the thc turned down the volume and opened the path .
Let me eat,sleep,shit again. It ceased too..all thankfully returned.
But it was the consumed Cannabis, that was the secret to,my return to life, free from pharmaceutical poisons.
The smoked cannabis offering calm ,thoughtful action,since I could move out of bed, once again. 15 minutes at a time. Laying down cause I hurt to stand, I stretched. Smoking greatvstrains and cooking with cannabis leading to extraction and chocolates, slightly different,sue sweetsue is in charge of CCO oil, make it bake it,,right.motoco, lead to sweetsue. She talked me through some of this.i know she knows how I feel. .lol hell this is a public blog .... but the race to,zero was gonna take forever. I didn't think I should wait. I couldn't bear being in pain prison another day.
A journey like that was a learning experience.
Ok rant must stop.sleepy.means....coffeee time.lol
Or tea time...
Or Cannabis time.
Motoco..Thanks.