jaerock1984
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so ive had anger issues for a few years now 3-4 and sometimes just random little things sets me off.
also my whole family has the problem on my moms side .
I've spent a few nights in holding cells to "calm down for my protection" and police suggested i see a doctor as the one has a bi polar teenager and says i fit the bill to a T.
After hearing this i talked to a crisis councelor at the canadian mental health association and i recieved an appointment with the chief of psychiatry at the major hospital here, after 2 trips now i really feel like i drive an hour to sit in his office while he writes down everything i say, before pushing me out the door 15 mins later when his next appointment appears to be booked?
all hes done is written me 2 prescriptions for pills that dont do shit in fact they have made me suicidal in the past.
3 1/2 weeks after starting the pills on fathers day i almost committed suicide while spending a few hours at the cemetery.
The pills are Seroquil 150mg and when i take them they knock me out within 4 hours and ive actually been caught sleep walking on them doing random shit such as falling down 6 stairs, ive poured a bowl of cereal at 4am and dumped it in the sink and went back to bed while sleep walking, also my roomy has woken up in the morning to find i put food in the oven and went back to bed i guess in a sleep walk?.I also NEED to get at least 15 hours sleep per day on them. If i don't i cannot eat and keep the food down , can barely talk until i get the 15 hours sleep.They should be called "don't make any fucking plans". It is powerful enough that friends i know who do meth used to used it to fall asleep after a binge.
He did ask me my addiction history in our first visit and i told him the 100% truth. I also told him that i smoke cannabis and it really keeps me calm, bad stuff just bounces right off me . When i have not smoked in 3-4 days i get extremely irritable and i am sure i am no fun to live with.
It really sucks and im ashamed to admit this all but i am trying to seek legit help before i do something irreversible.
However i feel like im reaching out to try and get help and i get turned away.
Just wondering if anyone knows if cannabis is a recommended for anger issues ?
how should i approach this when i find a new family doctor ? mine retired last month.
I have filed a complaint with the canadian mental health association about this doctor and my crisis counselor said shes heard that hes not very good.A pill pusher in her words actually.
If anyone has any insight on how i can get help i would greatly appreciate it.
Thanks anyone that reads and has any ideas they can share
also my whole family has the problem on my moms side .
I've spent a few nights in holding cells to "calm down for my protection" and police suggested i see a doctor as the one has a bi polar teenager and says i fit the bill to a T.
After hearing this i talked to a crisis councelor at the canadian mental health association and i recieved an appointment with the chief of psychiatry at the major hospital here, after 2 trips now i really feel like i drive an hour to sit in his office while he writes down everything i say, before pushing me out the door 15 mins later when his next appointment appears to be booked?
all hes done is written me 2 prescriptions for pills that dont do shit in fact they have made me suicidal in the past.
3 1/2 weeks after starting the pills on fathers day i almost committed suicide while spending a few hours at the cemetery.
The pills are Seroquil 150mg and when i take them they knock me out within 4 hours and ive actually been caught sleep walking on them doing random shit such as falling down 6 stairs, ive poured a bowl of cereal at 4am and dumped it in the sink and went back to bed while sleep walking, also my roomy has woken up in the morning to find i put food in the oven and went back to bed i guess in a sleep walk?.I also NEED to get at least 15 hours sleep per day on them. If i don't i cannot eat and keep the food down , can barely talk until i get the 15 hours sleep.They should be called "don't make any fucking plans". It is powerful enough that friends i know who do meth used to used it to fall asleep after a binge.
He did ask me my addiction history in our first visit and i told him the 100% truth. I also told him that i smoke cannabis and it really keeps me calm, bad stuff just bounces right off me . When i have not smoked in 3-4 days i get extremely irritable and i am sure i am no fun to live with.
It really sucks and im ashamed to admit this all but i am trying to seek legit help before i do something irreversible.
However i feel like im reaching out to try and get help and i get turned away.
Just wondering if anyone knows if cannabis is a recommended for anger issues ?
how should i approach this when i find a new family doctor ? mine retired last month.
I have filed a complaint with the canadian mental health association about this doctor and my crisis counselor said shes heard that hes not very good.A pill pusher in her words actually.
If anyone has any insight on how i can get help i would greatly appreciate it.
Thanks anyone that reads and has any ideas they can share
