never done a blog before hmm.
well im a colo grower proud and legal with 6 licenced pateints.
my mission is to get medicine to sick people period i am not interested in making a million bucks or becoming famous i love to grow and now finally after 20 plus years can do it legit. its a joyous time in my life but it has its costs.
i love all of my patients they are all wonderful people with so much to offer but they are all dying I will lose em all to death despite my best efforts to help them stay alive they will all die.
its hard sometimes to keep going esp when i am forced to deliver meds to a hospital room to see my peeps so weak and knowing there is nothing i can do is truly a heartbreaker.
any conservitive closed minded assholes that feel medical pot is just an excuse to stay high should do my job for a week, they would see its not all fun and games lets get over on the man but oh god i hope this helps the pain nausea tremmors etc.
they would see the actual reliefe that people get from this plant and would have to see the truth
unless you are a totally uncaring person to see the results of medical canna is a life changing thing.
its medicine not a good time.
to see the one of my patients improving and getting off the opiats is also very encouraging.
thanks to afghooey on of my peeps has gome from using fentanyl patches and eating 5-8 percs a day to just the ocasional perc when things get bad bad.
so if you want to be a caretaker be ready for the additional load of making friends and having to lose them in the end.
I only hope that in the end my karma provides me with someone like myself to help me through.
ok im crrying now time to stop.
well im a colo grower proud and legal with 6 licenced pateints.
my mission is to get medicine to sick people period i am not interested in making a million bucks or becoming famous i love to grow and now finally after 20 plus years can do it legit. its a joyous time in my life but it has its costs.
i love all of my patients they are all wonderful people with so much to offer but they are all dying I will lose em all to death despite my best efforts to help them stay alive they will all die.
its hard sometimes to keep going esp when i am forced to deliver meds to a hospital room to see my peeps so weak and knowing there is nothing i can do is truly a heartbreaker.
any conservitive closed minded assholes that feel medical pot is just an excuse to stay high should do my job for a week, they would see its not all fun and games lets get over on the man but oh god i hope this helps the pain nausea tremmors etc.
they would see the actual reliefe that people get from this plant and would have to see the truth
unless you are a totally uncaring person to see the results of medical canna is a life changing thing.
its medicine not a good time.
to see the one of my patients improving and getting off the opiats is also very encouraging.
thanks to afghooey on of my peeps has gome from using fentanyl patches and eating 5-8 percs a day to just the ocasional perc when things get bad bad.
so if you want to be a caretaker be ready for the additional load of making friends and having to lose them in the end.
I only hope that in the end my karma provides me with someone like myself to help me through.
ok im crrying now time to stop.
