Whacked out on cannabutter - Glimmer Grows More Autos

glimmergrass;2698334 said:

Okay, rest of butter report

HOLY. SHIT.

I'm still affected by the 2.5 ml of canna butter I ingested yesterday at 5 pm. That's 18 hours. I'm not full-on whacked, but I'm a bit fuzzy and I'm moving very slowly

I can say that I have never had an experience like that before in my life. I've been high, but I've never gone to the places I went to last night. The most amazing thing was that I was out of control -- safe, but beyond what I would let myself get to with smoking or vaping because when you're smoking or vaping you can tell when you've had "enough". Control pulls us back. Because I ate, not knowing the dosage, I got way more than I would have taken another way.

My mother was a research chemist and my father was a research psychologist. I kept notes Here they are verbatim -- and it was INCREDIBLY hard, when I was my most high, to type even this much

5 pm started eating
5:15 noticed tingling
5:45 definitely stoned
6:15 hallucinations
7:15 deep sense of oneness of all life
7:25 a long time - thoughts breaking down
7:42 deeper and deeper in time has stopped
7:53 wow I am experiencing everything from the other side of the barrier
8:10 wowow
8:18 falling asleep in my own veins - what binds releases
8:27 time speeding up heh heh heh
829 we unspool and let go
8:32 that's what nirvana is
9:39 starting to come down - everything is still beautiful
Especially we need to cleave to the despised part of ourselves
Everything is a metaphor
Everything we think we're good at we suck at
Everything we teach we should study
Limitations and strengths
10:11 some very powerful thoughts now - reading about Buddha

Woke up about 9 am -- very mellow and slow and peaceful. I never felt unsafe.

Thank you, all my friends -- thank you for being there. I wish I could tell you what you mean to me. I wish I could be a better friend to you.

And my last thought is:

I got to that place using a PLANT I GREW MYSELF IN MY SHOWER.

How can this be illegal?

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