The humming birds and butterflies have found my back yard to be irresistible. I and my roomies have witnessed many aerial battles ,feedings, songs of victory and joy. This has been a blessed year for me. I have found my role in this great play that is life, and I intend on playing it with Oscar winning zeal. "What role is that?" Human, male, son, brother, uncle, friend, lover, thinker, musician, healer, provider, finder, writer, survivor, comedian, empath. The last one is the strange part. I have never been able to put it to words until I spoke with a Shamanka. I feel others feelings, sometimes thoughts if the connection is strong. I have been given tests (shamanka did these), what card is next and all that crap. What am I feeling, thinking etc, each time what she saw or felt or thought, I knew in a flash. This is why for so long my mind has been a wreck of others thoughts and emotions Making it hard for me to know which are mine.I have trained my mind to know my thoughts and feelings.
On my 4th year growing and making my medicine. I have learned how to make all kinds of...