I've always found weed to be a controlled escape from reality. The world is still there and I'm still in the world but things are different, better, nicer and more fun! It holds true to this day but some factors have changed.
I still smoke for that controlled escape but I no longer smoke for fun. I smoke so my thoughts go somewhere else. I want to ignore my life. Don't get me wrong, life is good but I guess it could be better.
I have absolutely no point to get across with this. I felt like trying to express the chaos that engulfs my being, maybe get just to get it off my chest. Reaffirm myself that I have something to say even when it's not worth saying. the part of me that I so greatly ignore is still there. Alive and kicking.
I still smoke for that controlled escape but I no longer smoke for fun. I smoke so my thoughts go somewhere else. I want to ignore my life. Don't get me wrong, life is good but I guess it could be better.
I have absolutely no point to get across with this. I felt like trying to express the chaos that engulfs my being, maybe get just to get it off my chest. Reaffirm myself that I have something to say even when it's not worth saying. the part of me that I so greatly ignore is still there. Alive and kicking.
